the weekends
♥ 20:40
dear blogger...im at work now sitting in the office slacking ard.did some of my tracking already...will continue after lunch if im not lazy.:)okay let me tell u abt my most wonderful weekend.A short trip to johor from my grandma place to a kelong somewhere in the middle of the sea.whole famiy went there plus my darling.the purpose was for my parents and aunt to fish.but the environment there was terrible.i was like in a cammp.with the weather so hot.and the genarator only works at night.so the fan could not be turned on in the day.very suffocating with many ppl in the kelong.well.we caught many many fishes.all kind of weird fishes.it was fun to get the feel of catching a fish.n all went well there.me darling grandparents aunt n youngest bro went island hopping.n that was the 1st time i canoe.it was super fun yet tiring.den granparents wanted to try canoing as well.haha very funny yet sporting.we wanted to snorkle as well but sadly we hv no time for that.we only got 2 hours at the island.well maybe next time den.so there goes our trip.photos will be up in FB went darling hv uploaded all the pics..den here goes the most irritating story.it was a monday n i took last min leave,too tired to wake up in the morning for work.lazy bum2.slept for half the day den wash up to meet darling.wad a surprise he end work early.3.30 pm.cool kn.how i wish he end work that early everyday.hehe.FAT hope.okay2 met him n was suppose to hv dinner together.but the plan changed.decided to treat darling's mummy for dinner cause it was her bday.so ya.went bck to darling's home.and everything was the same.den i decided to use the comp.So ya was sitting infront of the comp.den the msn messenger pop up.it was darling messenger n there was a lady saying some dirty stuff.i was so shocked.could it be that my darling hv been cheating on me all this while.okay i was already pissed.den darling saw n quickly delete the whole msn.i was like wad the hell.he was like keeping something from me.so i went to search for the whole msn thing n it logged in automatically.that person pm again sying the dirty stuff.so i went to ask to describe how darling looked like n stuff.n it was true.wad that person reply me bck was true.urgghh.i really cant believe this.i was extremely mad.!!!i didnt want his explaination.i dnt knw.whether to trust wad that person said or not.i didnt knw wad to do.my heart dropped n i didnt knw wad to feel.im angry.im sad.im dissapointed.our wedding is 3-4 moths away n this had to happen.its already hard for me to trust a person n this had to happen.so at the end of the day he told me that it was a stupid joke.n that he hv nvr seen that persoon b4.i really dnt knw who to believe.i mean,if a person wanna lie.by all means he'll find a way to lie or cheat.im very doubtful nw.hmms:(
by the lake
Speechless
♥ 20:40
Okay lets get started with wad i did today.like always most of us hv to get up early for work.Went to work with him this morning n was almost late.i was on duty in student health centre clinic attached to immunization room.very slack today working with kak zaidah n 1 of the chinese SN.n kak zaidah introduce me to a very touching malay song.harapan by fazli zainal,fuuhhh very touching..the way this guy sang his song,he was full of emotions,can really see thru the video that he really sang his heart out.i loike...!!:D thanks kak..!!n im like listening to it repeatedly now.very touched by the lyrics.okay i knw im supposed to work n not youtubing at work.-_-....oh wth..My sister sutinah was chasing me for my mc,its as if i cant give it to her at a later time.wants it there n then.urgghh cant stand most of the nurse managers.they're impossible sometimes.Maybe too many years in nursing that's why.
oh ya.!!!!i gotta blog this down..its super funny...okay let me start.it was a usual clinic duty.whenever a student come knocking on the door,we knew that they hv to be given the immunization that they've missed out in school or so.okay so this group of commonwealth sec sch foreign student came to our clinic.well they're from various countries like thailand,china,indonesia n so on.okay so there was a knock and an indonesian muslim boy came in.After the staff nurse check his immunization record and all the necessary documents being checked.he is suppose to tick a health information record.one of the qns was."are u allergy to any food"okay basically common sense its usually seafood or so.but this boy is super funny.guess wad did he ans."im allergic to pork"ahahhahhahahha.and everyone was like laughing.how can u be allegic to pork when u cant even eat it as a muslim,hahhaha.funny right.wad a joke for the day.perhaps he was too nervous to hv the imm done.AND im freaking bored.he promised to meet up today.as usual kene buih.speechless i really cnt be bothered.stupid job.do i look like a stupid doll.as n when u make promises,n u can easily break ur promise.sux la.do u like it if i always do that to u.NO RIGHT.!!!dont even hv the motuh to tellme that ur still at work.reasons was always something cock up at work.wth.lucky i decide to go bck home.if i were to wait for u.wad for freaking so many hours.funfair..!!!n get the news tht u hv to stay late.this has been going on too many times okay.its not just once or twice.its many uncountable times.do u think i hv no feelings.i tried to understand ur job scope.but i simply cant okay.i've had enough.ive had enough of being shit at always.stupid shit.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!urghhh angy.!!
by the lake
my story
♥ 23:40
Its been abt a year plus since i update.Yes!!i cant be bothered abt this the previous time i logged in.But now i feel that,y'noe,y not just blog.Lyfe has been cool,handling the ups and downs of lyfe.still in love with my dearest md shaffiq,eventhough he is such a pain at times.;D Yet most of the time he is the most loving lover i could ever hv.love him super much.:DD....
Now working as a full time nurse in Health Promotion Board,urgghhh dnt nw y im in nursing nw.only nurses knws how i feel.work work plus more work....how i wish money would just drop frm the sky...how wonderful lyfe must hv been if its true.And back to reality,darling loves his job,very hard to find someone who actually loves wad he is doing at work.Glad that he loves wads his doing,coz that means i dnt hv to work that hard hehe...And its 2355hours and he is still not home yet btw.:(im gonna stop here for now and if im not lazy.will do with more post of my lyfe.good night friends.:)
by the lake
